Friday, May 23, 2008

Two Days From Now

Two days from now, I will be embarking upon a new phase of my life - marriage. Just kidding :p

Well, no one likes changes. But two and a half years ago, a 20-hour flight that I boarded brought me to the only country on earth where a lost navigator could be considered as a hero. Christopher Columbus, despite his failure to find some Indian spices for his country, has been a hero to Americans for more than 400 years.

That was an aside. But I think Mr. Columbus would empathize with me for the cultural shock and changes I felt.

More changes await me. Two days from now, I will be flying from the Southwest end of this country to the Northeast end. More precisely, I will be having an internship in Fairfax, Virginia for three months. Virginia? Don't ask me, I have never been to the East coast. But click here to see where I will be flying from and flying to.

I will be landing in Washington, D.C., the capital, and possibly the safest place, of this country. After spending a night in D.C., I will then take a cab or some sort of public transportation to Fairfax, which is about 30 minutes drive away from D.C. What's next? Next, that's my home for three months.

Aha, new place, new people, new job, new everything, again. Sigh... Can't wait though, it is gonna be interesting. But, what the hell, how am I supposed to go to work with my insomnia?

Thursday, May 22, 2008

請勿見怪

是不是成長到了這個階段
就會失去了
從前少年時期戀愛般
激情涌動的感覺
還是
是因為知道最終
不會有結果的
所以
什麼幻想都沒了


真的好奇怪
明知不會有結果
卻又會蠢蠢欲動地
想要掉入愛情的陷阱似的
但是
不嘗試
怎麼知道不會有結果呢

犯過的錯誤
不能再犯了

還是好好的控制自己吧

真奇怪
中文那麼爛
卻會用中文來寫
也許有些想法
用英語是蠻難表達的
請勿見怪
請勿見怪

Saturday, May 17, 2008

The birds are chirping again...

No, they are not chirping about the sunrise today. They sound different. They don't sound as cheerful as they used to be. In fact, there is even a tone of gloominess and sadness in their chirps.

A messenger bird has arrived from the Far East. They now know about the disasters that happened in Asia over the past weeks. No, it is neither the shortage of rice, nor the V.K. Lingam video tape scandal. They, too, now feel the sorrow of the tens of thousands of people whose lives have been ravaged by Cylone Nargis and, most recently, the earthquake in China.

Not only have these victims lost many of their loved ones, they still live their every day in fear and sorrow. They are deprived of a safe shelter, food nutritions and, most importantly, clean water. They are trying hard to believe that there is a better tomorrow.

I think the birds will sound slightly relieved when the sun sets from their sight, for they know, a sunset here will bring a sunrise and a brighter brand new day to the victims.

Friends, if you wish to leave a comment, please make it a wish or a prayer for the victims. Let us hope that they will stay strong and move on amidst the chaos they do not deserve.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Na... what?

I heard the birds again. "Check out the sunrise, bitches," "Oh hell yeah what a wonderful morning," I assumed these were what they chirped about to each other.

"Almost time to sleep," I muttered to myself. I stood up and looked out the window. Out of no where, my mouth mumbled, "Nasi Lemak..."

Na... what? Nasi Lemak! I grinned, and thought, "Maybe I will taste it in my dreams."

I continued to study for my finals. It felt like 3 years ago, when I was also studying for finals until the wee hours of the morning. One difference, is that I was in Malaysia. That leads to another difference, my friends and I would stop studying at 6am. Why? Haha, we drove to this tiny roadside stall to buy Nasi Lemak.

Oh well, anyone wants to make me some Nasi Lemak?

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Resurrection of My Blog

Beams of sunlight are irradiating through my window blinds. The early birds are chirping away and enjoying the preys. Here I am at 7AM, still awake, and decided to start blogging again.

Well, as you most probably wouldn't know, I had written blogs before. I never thought anyone would bother or care to read what I wrote at all. I guess I was wrong, at least one did. I was chatting with a friend today and she actually remembers what I wrote before. Impressed, and surely touched. "Share...", she urged. I guess she was right, my personal blog is probably where I share my thoughts to my family and friends. And it is probably where my family and friends get a first-hand news about how I am doing here. So here it is, Chrys, here I am sharing, again ;)

Two finals on Friday and I'll be done for the semester. For those of you who are taking finals, good luck. For those of you who are graduating, keep in touch. And to Chrys, I hope you make it to the final 12. Alright, time to end my insomnia. My last line of the post - if you read a personal blog, post a comment, it shows that you care - you better get what I am trying to imply! wtf just kidding :p